Friday, June 6, 2014

LOST IN THE I DON'T KNOW HOW


THE NEW LAPTOP

Hooked up--tiny--extra stuff that was not there before---tiny screen and tiny keyboard---more power but less control.  It won't let me sign in to my email---Oh, so tired---It's left sided and just doesn't work the way I need it to--The time is not reset and nothing is as it was.  Like all of life these days, a jumble tumbling me to a trembling blob.  Can't download new photos--can't access my emails.  Do I seem ungrateful?  I'm not.  I'm just lost, and my one good eye is not quite good enough to balance the new view.
Starting to feel it's time to run away
away hidden in clouds like water
to worlds where wind is not encrypted
riding wind on spirit wings.
 away away away far far forever


6 comments:

shiborigirl said...

best to go to bed and look at it again tomorrow.

grace Forrest~Maestas said...

it will be ok. just Time.

i think you are COURAGEOUS to
have made the change. That
determination will win out. it will
just take some Time.
Love.....

jude said...

new technology is always a head ache. you'll figure it out.

deanna7trees said...

one thing at a time. i think it is meant to be challenging. good brain work. it will all come together in time.

Mo Crow said...

"Spirit likes to see us dance on the shifting sands of change" words from Pete Webb old friend & plant guru extraordinaire who dances ever so lightly on the planet
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Ms. said...

Was dancing in the isles with children, and chanting Saturday at St. John the Divine-thousands came to an interfaith celebration of Swami Satchidananda 100 Anniversary. Home at midnight spinning till three AM and aching today till going to another chanting at three PM (threes) with Krishna Das and friends at Dharma Yoga for Buddhist, Michael Katz in behalf of Chogyal Namkhai Norbu. He talked of the techniques of lucid dreaming, of Buddhist psychology and so much more. The questions and answers times were enlightening. ALL AMAZING. Amazed, still vibrating,I slept from 7PM to ten tonight.

First return to this new machine. Your encouragements so welcome I feel eased into my current condition. I will take it slow and slowly come into an understanding. Meanwhile sometime soon my computer guru says he will come and reconfigure some things for me and add explanations in a week or so.

All is as it is and I am as I am, full of this immense love for everything (though I still want to run away......perhaps within--just within.