Monday, February 17, 2020

COMFORTS

Behind the curtains of this corner window lies an alley between two buildings three flights down.
 
Daily and over many decades, a pigeon (Rock Dove) rests morning and evening. It's more than one pigeon of course, since City doves usually survive only two years. Memory is passed on genetically and generations of the first one have been out there making themselves known with sounds that never fail to comfort me. All I have to do is listen.
https://youtu.be/1znjpNJoni8
I will miss this presence if/when I move on.


Monday 2.17.2020 
1 a.m.
Walking deserted streets when I can't sleep for restlessness is possible and safe. That's a comfort not many have. Seeing lights, I know others are up and though I don't know them, they too are awake.
 
 7 a.m.
Day Breaks in the East
(scene setting)

(dusk/dawn setting)

5:30 p.m.
Sundown Reflected

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Possibilities
by Wislawa Szymborska

I prefer movies.
I prefer cats.
I prefer the oaks along the Warta.
I prefer Dickens to Dostoyevsky.
I prefer myself liking people
to myself loving mankind.
I prefer keeping a needle and thread on hand, just in case.
I prefer the color green.
I prefer not to maintain
that reason is to blame for everything.
I prefer exceptions.
I prefer to leave early.
I prefer talking to doctors about something else.
I prefer the old fine-lined illustrations.
I prefer the absurdity of writing poems
to the absurdity of not writing poems.
I prefer, where love’s concerned, nonspecific anniversaries
that can be celebrated every day.
I prefer moralists
who promise me nothing.
I prefer cunning kindness to the over-trustful kind.
I prefer the earth in civvies.
I prefer conquered to conquering countries.
I prefer having some reservations.
I prefer the hell of chaos to the hell of order.
I prefer Grimms’ fairy tales to the newspapers’ front pages.
I prefer leaves without flowers to flowers without leaves.
I prefer dogs with uncropped tails.
I prefer light eyes, since mine are dark.
I prefer desk drawers.
I prefer many things that I haven’t mentioned here
to many things I’ve also left unsaid.
I prefer zeroes on the loose
to those lined up behind a cipher.
I prefer the time of insects to the time of stars.
I prefer to knock on wood.
I prefer not to ask how much longer and when.
I prefer keeping in mind even the possibility
that existence has its own reason for being.

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